I’m here in Cebu feeling pity with my Baby, sometimes I get mad to myself because I can’t do nothing about her problem.I know moral support and tender loving care is not enough for her problem what she needs is financial support only if only I have a job.Looking for a job here in the Philippines is not that easy especially with the crab mentality of the people but I understand it well.I mean they give priority to those who have a degree rather than those person who have none,having a college degree is not even enough for them.
I just can’t understand why would they not give support to my Baby I mean everything they asked my Baby give.Would you believe at the age of 10 she is already given a choir not just a house choir but a choir which a grown up would do.She is asked to go to market to buy some supply for there store, to go to Carbon to fix a cellphone.By the way Carbon is not just a market were it’s safe,all thief,drug user and seller lived, but I’m not talking in general but commonly if you say Carbon they would normally say It’s not a safe place for a person to be wondering a round specially at night.Believe or not my Baby would be going there at the age of 10. 7pm to 10pm waiting for the cell to be fixed.With only enough money for her to ride a jeepney.A jeepney is one of our transportation here in the Philippines.She don’t even have extra money for her to buy some food. Sometimes she would just walk for her to be able to eat and she have been doing that until this very day.To have a better view of her family, they are actually 7 siblings with 6 women and 1 boy.Starting from the youngest namely Dianne, Joy, Marie who is my baby, Tiffany, Jr who is now in Florida, Mylenne a teacher in a university here in Cebu and Leah who is in Taiwan.From Dianne she ages 16 Joy is 18 Marie is 20 tiffany hmmm I don’t remember much of her elder brother and sisters. Among her sisters only my Baby is given the task of buying and she’s not just buying it in a mall, she’s buying it in a wet market not to mention dangerous place.But her parents never mind about it.As long as she could complete there given tasked. But when she asked money for her school projects they will not support her they even scold her.Actually they have never been supportive to my Baby.My Baby graduated in ACS Associate in Computer Science.But she never did like the course, she was just forced to.What she really like was Electronic Technician.Manly works She love to do man’s work she doesn’t like house work but she loves to clean the house but when it comes to working in electrical wiring’s or fixing there jeep she always do a nice job.In everything she was asked she always did it the right way and recently she was asked to study a caregiver and she’s about to finish it 2 more days.But even in the beginning of her caregiver career they never supported her not even in her allowance.Her eldest sister Leah is supporting her and some of me.But in my case it doesn’t need to be counted I mean I’m her boyfriend so I am part of her life and we always share everything.She’s going to finish her caregiver career with hatred in her heart especially to her father,I don’t know what happened but they were supposed to be closed with eachother. I began to ask myself is it me? is it because her once favorite daughter is having a relationship with me? I did everything to pleased them just to show them that I deserve to be there daughters boyfriend.I think I’m getting nowhere it’s because this feeling toward them is mix. I should have know blogging eases you pain. I just can’t express it to anybody at least here I can say what I want to say anytime I want. I don’t care if nobody reads my blog the importand part is I could somehow released the feeling I have and express it. Maybe by tommorrow I can somehow sort things out from the beginning until now.
